I hope you are reading this. My ideal reader for this piece is an actual person under thirty years old who self-identifies as conservative. I would like it very much if this letter found readers beyond my typical (and beloved) echo chamber of liberal comedians and comedy fans. If you’re reading this and you’re not a young conservative, I’ll bet you’re friends with one on Facebook and I would love it if you could pass this along to them.
First off: I in no way mean for this to be patronizing. I’m not mocking you, young conservative. I know what it is to be a young conservative. I was one.
When I was in high school, in the early part of the first George W. Bush presidency, it seemed kind of cool and punk to me to identify as conservative. I didn’t agree with their social policies, but that wasn’t the point. The point was, what if all my liberal high-school-kid friends were wrong? It was a ton of fun to think of myself as the sole voice of reason among a bunch of wrong-headed young people who hadn’t read the same blogs I had, and hadn’t been introduced to Ayn Rand by their girlfriend last summer the way I had.
Looking back on all that, on the times I argued with my History teacher in support of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, among other things, I am deeply ashamed. And this shame comes not from the fact that I now have different political beliefs, different political beliefs shared, in some form, by almost all of my colleagues and friends. I almost always relish having a minority opinion. It’s a stubborn, age-resistant part of my personality. I am still the guy who loves hating the thing everyone else likes, or liking the thing everyone else hates. I didn’t like the movie DRIVE very much. I know. Come at me. So I’d be the first person to want to have a political belief counter to the ones treasured by all my friends. I argue most frequently with people I’m actually in total agreement with. I’m just that asshole. So it’s not that I felt the need to join the herd and now that I have, I’m ashamed to have ever felt differently than I do now.
I am ashamed because I accepted into my heart and head a system of thought I now believe to be, to borrow a term from my old friend Ayn Rand, anti-life: that government should only exist to make it easy for businesses to do business, the idea that it is our civic duty to have no civic duty. I no longer believe that the way to make things better for everyone is to let people with money do whatever they want, whenever they want. I feel I’ve earned the crap out of this belief, given that I used to believe precisely the opposite, and I’ve taken a long journey to the side I stand on now.
And I urge you, before you dismiss me as a long-haired Hollywood goofball liberal, to read on, and to listen to me in every bit the earnest that I am writing to you. Please don’t pull the dismissive ripcord in your mind, the one labeled “You’re just saying that because you’re biased, etc…” that all of us use every day to reject the idea that someone who disagrees with us may have a point. This ripcord is cynicism, plain and simple, and it mars political discourse and if we continue to pull it every time someone starts to say something that doesn’t jibe with what we already think, life on this planet will soon be quite literally impossible.
In support of my new sketch show KROLL SHOW, premiering on Comedy Central on January 16, 2013, I’m going on tour to a bunch of amazing theaters with a new hour of standup and I will also be showing clips from the upcoming show. Dates in Minneapolis, Denver, Seattle, Chicago and San Fransisco to come…
My friend Tig Notaro is one of my favorite comedians of all time. She is also one of my favorite people on earth and has had the worst 6 months of anyone I’ve ever known. About a month ago, after being diagnosed with breast cancer, she got on stage at Largo and talked about her recent diagnosis and all the other insanely terrible things that have recently happened to her. She recorded the set to send to Ira Glass from This American Life so he could help begin to structure these stories into material they could eventually use on his show.
Normally, comedians work on their material for years until its polished and perfect and then release it for the world to hear on an album and/or TV special. Tig had never said any of this material to an audience before. This performance was like an open mic for her to figure out what may work down the road. She had to intention of ever releasing it.
But Louis CK was also on the show that night and, after hearing her set, wrote on Twitter “In 27 years doing this, I’ve seen a handful of truly great, masterful standup sets. One was Tig Notaro last night.” He encouraged her to put this one time performance on his website for people to buy/download. Normally, Tig is a perfectionist who works on her material for a long time, crafting her material into beautiful, minimalist joke landscapes. But she agreed to release this set which had never been uttered aloud before. It is hilarious and sad and hopeful and unique to this one night at the Largo in LA. Buy this album. It’s so funny and honest and will give you insight into the process and life of one of the great comedic minds of our time.